Chaos Continued (ramblings before bedtime)

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Re: Chaos Continued (ramblings before bedtime)

#111 Post by Syrawenn » Thu Aug 15, 2019 5:34 pm

An just when I think we might be gettin somewhere
People do the silent shrug thing again.
I dunno why I bother.

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Re: Chaos Continued (ramblings before bedtime)

#112 Post by Syrawenn » Thu Aug 15, 2019 5:45 pm

To do:
- Kick warlockbutt in stone
- make sure Tikal gets to kick warlockbutt out there without gettin killed, bait? Talk to Ann.
- make sure to keep eyes on Lia
- same fer Eileena
- find proof of not bein crazy
- kick Seann
- find a way to talk to Anomen without gettin messed up at the end

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#113 Post by Syrawenn » Thu Aug 15, 2019 9:41 pm

Alright, we talked it out again.
There seems to be a dire need fer a take two every time...
Maybe it will get better after we get the stone business done.

Gotta remember the catch phrase. Gotta remind him. He was talkin about visions but I ain't seen me dyin OR him so I am just gonna believe we get out.
In them visions he sees different ways in which I go down. Well, so I told him we's gonna take that into account. That I'll prolly go down at some point, or he, an that we remember this crap an know that the first thing to do is take her out, otherwise we're both screwed.
An if she's gonna mess with our head, there's the netherbats on a stick phrase.
An otherwise I'll be rowin the boat.
An if stuff gets really bad, he ain't gonna be transferrin all the crap, just meet half way, kinda. So we can both still get up.

But I ain't goin down.
An neither is he.
An THEN we will see who he is!

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#114 Post by Syrawenn » Sat Aug 17, 2019 10:04 pm

Wow
I'm shakin
Fuck, I'm shakin...
Dad, you bloody genius...to have Morrigan drain the damn stone, that was sheer brilliance.
An it worked.
It was way, way easier than I thought it would be. I was countin on...on everythin! From dream dragons to under water worlds! I been practicin my focus on anythin useful an yea, turns out my dagger was the thing to translate.

Thing that threw me off...I shoulda known...was that Anomen was not there.
Shit, thought I was gonna have to figure this one out myself!
Cloak trick worked. Stopped the spikes at least.
Then he yelled an I yelled back.
Seems to be our favourite way of communicatin...
Never got to yell quack though.
That sucked.

But I could feel Starlight.
Almost hear em.
Chit's voice
Amazin stuff
Never alone
Unity after all...stuff is changing, we're bandin together more. Starlighters are meetin up again, like in the old days. Please let that continue! PLEASE don't let that disappear again!
I need you guys!

So, one sword comin in, one dagger comin out. Bye bye witch.
Hah, knew he could do it.
Wonder if I was necessary after all...maybe just fer the kick to get him fightin...

An then when I try to thank em...dad brings up dresses...
Did he move the chest from under my bed?
Does he know?
Damn that man an his ideas!

But I liked how Anom got out.
There was definitely a new shine to him, heh.
Now how to get rid of the insane gratitude...I don't want him thinkin he need to run fer me! I want him grabbin that life of his an be the confident idiot that I saw behind that mask!
I ain't gonna be his new master, no way.
He better get used to thinkin on his own feet.

To do:
- grab Chit fer a walk, NO excuses!
- after meet grab Lyl fer drinks
- find Sto about officerstuff, ask Ticks first?
- find where the chest has gone
- figure out how to punch Anom
- drink more to get them bloody images outta my head...
- oh yea, prove I ain't crazy...'hey Seann, I just kicked butt inside a soulstone but I'm totally sane, yea...'

Pfffff...

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#115 Post by Syrawenn » Sun Aug 18, 2019 8:39 am

He calls me sunshine again, though.
Heh.
dunno why that gets to me.

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#116 Post by Syrawenn » Sun Aug 18, 2019 6:04 pm

Chit thinks it ain't a crazy idea...
Craaaaaap...maybe this is really gonna happen.

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#117 Post by Syrawenn » Sun Aug 18, 2019 8:18 pm

Cele challenged me, then changed his mind.
WUSS.

What IS it with guys! Afraid to take me on??

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#118 Post by Syrawenn » Sun Aug 18, 2019 10:51 pm

Why is it so hard to accept that it is perfectly fine not to have any deep dark secrets?
So there is stuff I don't particularly enjoy lookin back on.
Why does he imply there is stuff I need to tell him?
Why the flip do I tell him all this stuff anyway?

It was easy tellin him about mistakes an weird stuff when he was in trouble. Now that he's showin a backbone, it's different. I don't wanna do sad sob stuff. I ain't sad sob stuff. I'm
Not okay with the dream.
Not okay with the blood.
I ain't no killer.
An in there I was.
No choice.
Her or me.

An then Morrigan wants to know why I have a problem with death.
Her
Of all people.
She don't get it.
Dunno what she feels.
Saw Anom gettin to know her.
I am so screwed.

But Chit...she is back, kinda.
Havin troubles with all the shit. Dad, Eileena, death knights, stabbin stuff.
But we talked!
She was an hour late but we talked! An I think we're okay.
An I think I should tell her about the hearin. She is good with words. She dont let no Seann intimidate her. Lyl...dunno, different focus. Ticks is willin to stand up fer me about the crazy dream thing. I need Chit. I can trust her with this crap.
Been thinkin on askin dad if Richeron is still in legal business. But he dont know me.

Anomen wont be there. Would be the wrong message to the officials.
An maybe I dont want him to see.
Sure, I will talk to his sis about her wrong notions an I will knock sense in there.
How am I gonna knock sense into me?

Maybe its suddenly weird talkin to him cause he might soon be outclassin me.
From scared of life to confidence.
Please let it be real fer him at least.

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Re: Chaos Continued (ramblings before bedtime)

#119 Post by Syrawenn » Mon Aug 19, 2019 8:11 am

Figurin stuff out.
People keep makin insinuations about somethin going on between Anom an me.
Yea we talk a lot
A LOT
We fight a lot
So??

I know how this stuff works. Ya get into trouble together an it does somethin.
Makes ya come together
Makes ya feel better
All kinds of stuff happenin in yer head an all
It's the tension thing, I bet.

An then when the tension fades, so does the rest.
Usually.

Sometimes it sticks.
Like with Tarn.
He shoulda been the one, huh?
Wasn't afraid to tell me what he thought about it all, wasn't afraid to bring down the house when need be.
We fought like the best of em an there were times when I'd get him down on the ground alright!
An there were times when he won.
Times when he cornered me about shit
Cause he wouldn't take shit
He taught me stuff about trust.
An then disappeared.

I don't think I can do that again.
Stopped lookin.
After years of searchin, askin, bendin time.
No, I don't think I can do that again.

It'll just fade
An disappear
an then stuff will be awkward.
An I'll be to blame.

Damn.
Bad night to be thinkin.

I'm figurin stuff out.
Anom is just startin on this road. He's gonna have lots of chances now.
He's growin while we watch, such a change in a couple of days already.
He's goin places. Makin connections.
If it's up to me, he'll have his sis back.

I saw myself in him
Soullost in a world filled with people
Fightin stuff he could not see
Fightin stuff he could not win
So, I fought for him.
Will fight
Cause he's gotta make it
He's gotta
Cause I ain't gonna win from myself.

Heh, I think I'm jealous.

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Re: Chaos Continued (ramblings before bedtime)

#120 Post by Syrawenn » Mon Aug 19, 2019 1:56 pm

An just as I decide I really should not go for a guy...he tells me that I'm in his head.

Well shit.

Now what?

I like him
I get nervous when he's close.
was safe when he was in trouble
Now he's gettin stronger an tha's scary.
Cause what will that mean?

But I dunno if that's the stone stuff talkin.
An he thinks I don't like him.
An I dunno if I can keep up anythin with a guy anymore.
An he dunno what to do.
Bad combo.
If there's ever gonna be a guy again, he'll have to sneak up on me cause damnit, I think too much!

Better he gets used to a world filled with opportunities.
Then get stuck with me.

Sucks.
Shit.

But I'm still gonna be talkin to his sis.
Cause he's worth it.

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