Logbook of the Everliving Erather

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Logbook of the Everliving Erather

#1 Post by Eritis » Wed Jul 08, 2020 3:12 pm

7/7/2020

Incoming goods:

1: Several different pieces of furniture + a possible passenger.
(Protect at all cost. Prepare for possible inquiries in to the past.)

2: Several crates; empty.
(To be filled with any possible goods from Winterspring or the surrounding area.)

Outgoing goods:

1: Hopes and wishes.
(And general want for a better well being for them.)

2: Silkweed.
(Young wolf wishes for it, young wolf receives.)

Other notes:
Strange night, requested to deliver things over to Winterspring by a person from Starlight; Irenya.
After giving more information than required from both ends, a deal had been decided on.
Payment dealt with in full by a previous benefactor.
Heading out tomorrow, bound to her new home.

Additionally, heard distressing behavior on the stone.
Said things to possibly help out, unconfirmed if it did.
Found out the name of the staring cat, Ana.
Nice name, interesting person(cat?); Look in to it more.

Stay on toes around Tahrina, flirts back.
Keep in mind for possible deals involving herbs or ointments.
Get back at her for that title she gave.

Nightmare is still there.

Starlight is a strange group.
Experience is like a fever dream.
People are interesting yet seem worth getting relations with.
Try to bring more good to their lives, show thanks and appreciation.

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Re: Logbook of the Everliving Erather

#2 Post by Eritis » Thu Jul 16, 2020 7:49 pm

7/16/2020

Incoming goods:

1: Several crates and barrels; empty.
(To be kept as backup.)

Outgoing goods:

1: Hopes and wishes.
(And general want for a better well being for them, possibly actions to assist in that.)

2: Silkweed.
(Young wolf & younger wolf wish for it, young wolf & younger wolf receive.)

Other notes:
Settling in well enough, starting to remember the joy company can bring.
Starting to remember many things; good and bad.
Looking on to the road ahead as much as I can.
Yet the past keeps pulling me back.

Helping Irenya went well in the delivery part.
Reliving the past was not an enjoyable experience but it is a necessary one.
Yet I doubt that I am deserving of anything good in this world.
Not anymore.

Got to talk to staring cat (Ana) in person.
She seems incredibly kind yet also... playful?
Troubles still seem to be with her, we made a sort of deal.
Looking forward to getting to know her better.

Meeting with Tahrina every now and then, quite pleasant exchanges.
If Ana is playful, Tahrina is an entire playground. (Does that even make sense?)
Still frightening to know someone flirts more than I.
Clean up ropes on ship as much as possible.

Prepare for jobs, prepare body.
Ready for anything.
No hesitations.

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Re: Logbook of the Everliving Erather

#3 Post by Eritis » Sun Jul 19, 2020 2:19 pm

7/19/2020

Incoming goods:

1: N/A

Outgoing goods:

1: N/A

Other notes:

All survived.
I could have done more.
I could have possibly prevented injuries from happening.
I am out of touch.

The man didn't seem to hold ill intentions, seemed to only be following orders.
Couldn't give my name, gave him something else.
Will keep an eye out, see if he follows up on it.
Jonah Pendleton.

Seeing people in pain, injured, disoriented... It makes the old instincts return.
I will protect them, I will get stronger and make sure they keep going.
Must show my appreciation.

Shared more with her again.
Something makes feel like I can do so freely, like I can be myself after centuries of not being so.
Is it the aura, is it the purring, is it the bluntness or is it something else?
Ana seems interested in learning more and she is not alone in that.
Looking forward to after the meeting.

When I laid my head down to rest, I slept.
The nightmares were there but I managed to sleep.
Yet very slightly less tormenting me, the visions.
One day at a time.

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Re: Logbook of the Everliving Erather

#4 Post by Eritis » Tue Aug 04, 2020 10:55 am

8/4/2020

Incoming goods:

1: Several boxes filled with Orcish artifacts.
(Mostly things meant for younglings)

2: A singular package of Dr Salazar's Anti Grooming Spray.
(If anyone ever dares lick me, spray with this)

Outgoing goods:

1: N/A

Other notes:

Things are changing.
For the better.

Keeping an eye out for more things for those children.
No wish to steal from other children so not too easy.
Getting somewhere, however.

Ready for whatever comes.
Will do what is asked while the stars watch over me.

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Re: Logbook of the Everliving Erather

#5 Post by Eritis » Sat Aug 15, 2020 9:42 am

8/15/2020

Incoming goods:

1: Boxes filled with fur.
(Anything, everything... for her.)

Outgoing goods:

1: Supplies: Military Rations.
(Shipping off to somewhere in Gilneas.)

Other notes:

Went to poetry night; poem in hand.
Not chosen to perform, most likely for the best.
Logging it in here for archive's sake.





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When I look up at the sky, I see the birds flying ever so freely without a care in the world. And for so many years, I longed and I begged and I wished to be the same. Yet now I feel differently.

When I look up at the sun, I see the warmth that is always there yet has been oh so distant like a lover's embrace. And for so many years, I longed and I begged and I wished to feel it once more. Yet now I feel differently.

When I look up at the moon, I see the grace of our Goddess. The Goddess I had thought forsaken me. And for so many years, I longed and I begged and I wished to have her presence around. Yet now I feel differently.

When I look up at the stars. I see their faces. The faces that I thought looked at me with scorn. And for so many years, I longed and I begged and I wished to be forgiven for failing them. Yet now I feel differently.

And now, when I look down in to the water I see my own reflection.
And while for so many years, I longed and I begged and I wished to be able to see myself without disgust, I am now able to feel differently.

I am Eritis. And I long and I beg and I wish to be able to be myself once more.
For there is only one of me.
Just like there is only one of you.
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Rosy isn't herself.
She's not just tired, she seems... disheartened.
Irenya will be looking at her, will be handing over the letter made whole again.
How she shined when I told her... made the work worth it.

Making constant adjustments to the ship.
Need to make sure it's sea worthy.
And... more accessible for others.
No longer the only one welcome on it.

The room is becoming a hit with all of them.
Just a place for them to relax and gather together.
Human children are so odd yet so... endearing.
Some odd snobbish looking kid came to drop off blankets and clothes, think he should fix his hair.
But the help is greatly appreciated.

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Re: Logbook of the Everliving Erather

#6 Post by Eritis » Sat Aug 22, 2020 9:46 am

(A short story thing.)

Climbing is not something Eritis preferred to do.
It is no secret that the elf prefers to go on the sea over a bout of mountain climbing.
Yet with Rosy making friends and hopefully finding a mate in Feralas, he had no other choice at his current moment.
Thoughts went through his head as he was climbing up the hills surrounding the Old Town of Stormwind.
Would Rosy be willing to return to his side when all is done?
A shot of pain goes through his chest for a brief moment before he manages to push a thought away.
He let out a grunt as he pulled himself up and looked up to see how much he still had to go.
Still a little way.
With a sigh, he dropped down and decided to rest against the hill.
He took a deep breath and looked over the city of Stormwind.
A place that he once saw as only a vile hive of scum and villainy... yet does he think differently now?
Yes, he does.
For now, he knows Starlight is there.
He never would have imagined that people would become close to his heart again yet here he is now.
Calmly smiling, Eritis moved a hand through his hair.
Then, with another grunt, he gets up and begins to finish the final bit.

After a bit of climbing, Eritis has reached the tree plateau that has Rosy's nest.
The elf let out a sigh of relief as he instantly made his way over to the nest made out of fur, branches and who knows what else.
Thoughts were coming back to him.
What if Rosy wishes to stay in Feralas?
He saw how happy she was that night, just how much enjoyment she got from playing around with the other hippogryphs and tackling them to the ground.
Yet he still smiles despite that night carrying a big fear for him.
For Rosy was not the only one who had a wonderful experience.
A pleasant sigh escapes him as he remembers it, the thought to make sure to find a way to show his appreciation to Ana pops up with the rest of them.
And some way to show thanks to the gnome for not picking him at the poetry night.
With a hearty laugh, he began to gather his belongings to take them to the ship.
When he's finished, he listens in on his stone and hears something that makes his blood boil.
No time for a safe way down, a quick shortcut is for the best and his belongings can be stashed somewhere safe.
Spotting a food cart, Eritis grinned a little as he rolled his shoulders and made a leap.
As he plummeted down to a cabbage-y doom, her words ran through his mind.
We deserve nice things.

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Re: Logbook of the Everliving Erather

#7 Post by Eritis » Wed Oct 28, 2020 11:51 am

10/26/2020

Incoming goods:

1: Several quivers of arrows.
(Never expected to have to stock these again.)

Outgoing goods:

1: N/A

Other notes:

The world is coming to another time of calamity.
I still know not what is happening exactly but everything is too... coinciding.
The sky cracking to reveal a whole other possible reality, the undead rising once more and the atmosphere just being... off.
It is still not easy for me to be among others nor do I think it will go away soon.
But if another danger to this world comes that threatens those I care for... I will stand and fall for them.

Yet... as I'm writing this, I am preoccupied with the sight of something given to me by Irenya.
A bow.
When I first saw it, I... froze.
The memories came flooding back to me as I held it.
How Aryleias first taught me and I failed to even hit the bark of the tree with a slight graze.
The first time I managed to hit the mark of the target and how she cheered for me.
That day she admitted I had outgrown her own skill and that when the day came our child had to be taught... I should be the one doing it.
And then... I did.
I taught Erather as much as I could.
Yet in the end, I couldn't save them.
Sometimes I still think of what would have happened if I stayed at home that day... or if I allowed the little hunter to tag along with me despite his mistake.
Would I have been able to save them?
Would I still be able to hold my son close?
Would I... would I have purpose still?
But... I can't help but be pulled back to reality by the words and support I have been given by friends.

Despite all that has happened, I am still here.
Maybe through sheer dumb luck or maybe because some higher power has some type of goal for me, I don't know.
All I know is that I am here and that I will do what I can to help those close to me.
And maybe... maybe I need to pick up a skill that I had mastered once more to accomplish that.
And possibly through that, I will learn to let go of this pistol... and the hauntings of the past that linger with it.

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Re: Logbook of the Everliving Erather

#8 Post by Eritis » Thu Nov 19, 2020 11:15 am

11/19/2020

Incoming goods:

1: N/A

Outgoing goods:

1: N/A

Other notes:

I woke up in the middle of the night, decided to go for a walk while being as quiet as possible to not wake up anyone.
As I wandered these halls of stone while keeping to the shadows, my mind wandered to the many things that are happening and I keep hearing around me.
The sky is cracking, the undeath are rising and people are going mad from the situations.
...I do not blame them.

The trip through the tunnel was a haunting experience.
Everyone was on edge and many were still injured.
Some were panicking, some were trying to see the light of day... one person tried continuously to get some poor sap to convince a woman to commit adultery.
But we made it.
Despite some hiccups here and there, we all made it.

Yet my mind is not rested.
Something Chit said still eats at me, even if I immediately gave a response to it when she said it.
Why even bother?
What will come when this is all over?
Will I just wait until the next disaster strikes like every time before?
Would I lose myself once more and everyone I have begun to care for?
Is there a future for me in this world I have no place in?
No... I think I'd have a cat-Ana pulling out my throat if she would know I even just thought of that.
Need to keep going. Need to keep going for the hatchlings, for myself, for her, for Starlight.

Whatever will come, I will protect them.
No matter what happens, I will have their backs.
And if I must fall while doing that, so be it.

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