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by Eileena
Mon Jun 15, 2020 3:41 pm
Forum: Character Journals/Diaries and Stories
Topic: Light and darkness
Replies: 81
Views: 2630

Re: Light and darkness

The conversations do not always flow. It is hard to think on the words to make myself clear. Somehow it makes sense in my head, but it does not translate well at all. Although with some it does. I still think back on that talk with Chit. It was enlightening. It was...hard. There is so much more I wa...
by Eileena
Wed Jun 03, 2020 2:09 pm
Forum: Character Journals/Diaries and Stories
Topic: Light and darkness
Replies: 81
Views: 2630

Re: Light and darkness

There was no disagreement after all. Not between Chit and ourselves. There were merely assumptions made about what we did not have a chance to speak of. I am gladdened and worried at the same time. There were no questions, only hard counters. A yes against a no, even when I heard nothing in Chit's w...
by Eileena
Mon Jun 01, 2020 7:08 pm
Forum: Character Journals/Diaries and Stories
Topic: Light and darkness
Replies: 81
Views: 2630

Re: Light and darkness

For years my father thought I was dead. He had a right to know. As we speak, my father is missing. I have a right to know. There is hope for that spark of humanity. There has to be. It is my own spark as well. We have no right to decide what is good for a mother to know. She asked for news on her so...
by Eileena
Fri May 29, 2020 6:55 pm
Forum: Character Journals/Diaries and Stories
Topic: Light and darkness
Replies: 81
Views: 2630

Re: Light and darkness

Every little step at getting closer.
And someone else walks in.
Every little bit of understanding
Being fought.

Yes, I know your fight, Irenya. I know it up close and personal. This is why I know it will not do much to keep it inside.
Why.
Why do people refuse a hand?
Or is it just mine?
by Eileena
Mon May 25, 2020 3:22 pm
Forum: Character Journals/Diaries and Stories
Topic: Light and darkness
Replies: 81
Views: 2630

Re: Light and darkness

Some people hurt, yet do not wish to be helped. It is not something I can force. It is something I can regret. I wonder if he will come around from that. On the other hand, knowing Irenya shares my hopes in wanting to mean something again to Starlight, helps. It is not utterly strange then, to want ...
by Eileena
Fri May 22, 2020 9:21 am
Forum: Character Journals/Diaries and Stories
Topic: Light and darkness
Replies: 81
Views: 2630

Re: Light and darkness

So much remains unsaid. I am very glad Irenya wanted to see me. She is kind, yet immeasurably strong. I wonder how many people realize that one being strong does not mean they do not feel. There were hints. Many of them. Yet the questions asked of me were answered first and once I heard an opening, ...
by Eileena
Fri May 15, 2020 3:12 pm
Forum: Character Journals/Diaries and Stories
Topic: Light and darkness
Replies: 81
Views: 2630

Re: Light and darkness

The days pass faster and yet so slow. Perhaps it has to do with finding a new rhythm.These days I wake up before Varric starts his work in the forge. He certainly has no shortage of orders coming in. Not all related to weaponry either. I enjoy that. I enjoy the sounds, the familiar scents. It has be...
by Eileena
Fri May 08, 2020 12:07 pm
Forum: Character Journals/Diaries and Stories
Topic: Light and darkness
Replies: 81
Views: 2630

Re: Light and darkness

She agreed! Of course there were the usual questions. I do not blame anyone for wanting to know what exactly went on, especially those I used to know. Yes, it is still a topic that sits uneasily with me. There are so many questions left, so many doubts, so many fears. But perhaps this new life will ...
by Eileena
Thu May 07, 2020 8:15 pm
Forum: Character Journals/Diaries and Stories
Topic: Light and darkness
Replies: 81
Views: 2630

Re: Light and darkness

Anomen is a smart man. He found ways to lower the thresholds for interaction enough so people could start speaking instead of just listening. Very smart indeed. I hope to get to know him better as well after the strangely false start we had. And who would have thought that someone like Devvy, with h...
by Eileena
Sat Apr 11, 2020 10:02 am
Forum: Character Journals/Diaries and Stories
Topic: Light and darkness
Replies: 81
Views: 2630

Re: Light and darkness

Oh my.
Could it be?