Chaos Continued (ramblings before bedtime)

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Re: Chaos Continued (ramblings before bedtime)

#51 Post by Syrawenn » Mon Dec 03, 2018 6:19 pm

Reminds me
gotta check all the paperwork
what if Sto had mentioned somethin else than SI:7?

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Re: Chaos Continued (ramblings before bedtime)

#52 Post by Syrawenn » Tue Dec 04, 2018 3:03 pm

He's real!
He's really real!
Dad confirmed it, came in time to meet him.

So now to figure out what's in it fer Seann. Why is he SO blimmin intent on gettin me back to Anthar? Why don't Anthar go lookin fer me himself if it was that important? Somethin fishy goin on an sure, might have to do with his inflated sense of ego or the fact that fer some reason he decided I'm botherin him...but still.

He challenged me to get Anthar's signature, said he'd butt out.
Prolly means he thinks it won't happen.
Damn.

Chit said to change my routine, in case I'm bein drugged cause of the weirdness in my thoughts. Dunno who'd be doin that. Then she said maybe HE is crazy, ya know, tellin me things that I can't remember an stuff. Maybe it only happened in his mind.
Too bad I already knew about the marriage thing before Seann got back to me.
So he ain't that crazy.

Why do I mean so little?
Why am I so little to him?

So first...town records, cause the cathedral got nothin on this marriage.
Then meet Anthar.

Told dad I need to do this myself.
It's true.
I gotta get things straight without him wavin his magic around.
Or I will be as little as Seann wants me.

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Re: Chaos Continued (ramblings before bedtime)

#53 Post by Syrawenn » Tue Dec 25, 2018 8:06 pm

Weeks pass an I can't FIND the friggin guy! Was he made up after all?
Never knew there were so many li'l places where they keep their own records...an their own way of KEEPIN records.
Who the flip keeps pieces of string as proof?
I mean, HUH?

Wonderful winterveil, havin to watch my back in case Seann makes up more plans.

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Re: Chaos Continued (ramblings before bedtime)

#54 Post by Syrawenn » Fri Dec 28, 2018 9:28 pm

Maybe she changed
Maybe you should talk to her

WHAT THE ACTUAL F...

Has the WHOLE world gone mad???

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Re: Chaos Continued (ramblings before bedtime)

#55 Post by Syrawenn » Sat Dec 29, 2018 8:46 am

So...told dad. He didn't exactly put pressure on me, but well...dads have their ways...and I'm like why should I try to keep anythin from him if he's gonna find out anyway so I got him to promise at least somethin. He won't force my actions an he won't barge in. Of course this promise don't stop him from interferin more indirectly, but I think it was the best I could get in this deal.

He actually had a few good additions too.
Only he seems to think I should not go in alone.
Sheesh, I'm not gonna go to a monster, just some weird unknown husband. It's not like I'm totally defenseless.
So he kinda mentioned Miern.
Cause she can read people.
Well.
I can read people...kinda.
Miern would totally distract the guy so yea, point.
But I had Chit in mind! Cause Chit already knows an no way I'm just gonna blurt out some stupid story about insane mistakes an not rememberin at someone I haven't talked to in years!

Heh, an if I manage to find that piece a paper with his signature, dad is gonna pull one on Seann...he gonna make sure he gets his name with the enlisted, heh...now that would be funny...cruel...but funny...

What does surprise me is that he didn't make more of the time meddlin. He kinda mentioned somethin that he wasn't surprised cause he was known to dabble or somethin. Didn't quite catch it.
Well, okay.
So he wasn't mad.
Said I would learn more if he wasn't mad.
So IS he mad an just hidin it?
If so, he did a grand job this time. Like NO tells at all.

But then we get back to the rest an wouldn't ya know it, they start talkin about HER again!
So I told em goodnight.
An then dad sends Miern after me with some lame excuse that I want to talk!
No dad, that's NOT what I said!

An Miern tries to pull a two copper soulsearcher on me!
What the nether!
Like 'if ya feel left out...' NO I don't feel left out! I just want the world to include a li'l more than Morrigan!
An what's with the 'if ya gotta feelin ya don't understand social signs...' Crap, am I that bad these days? I understand alright! I just said I'm not really a people person! Tha's all! Cause they PISS ME OFF!

Damn, I thought she had more sense.
Why'd she think she had to fix me?
An then RIGHT after I tell her Morrigan's fun li'l group was responsible fer burnin Lakeshire, she tells me to go talk to Morrigan cause she mighta changed...

Come on.
People.
Am I the only one who sees what's goin on?
Shadows from the past changin Starlight from within.
I know dad is ruthless so I ain't surprised he keeps her around fer plans.
But fer the rest to try an FIX her like there is anythin to fix...she is who she is, she did what she did! She's in a different world! Leave her be! Stop pushin her into yer own comfy zone cause ya can't handle the idea of people simply bein NASTY.

Maybe it is time to leave after all.
But how can I?
Apparently I ain't capable of handlin myself after all...

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